=D

It's almost midnight and I still haven't anything depressing to say.

What a good day.

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I shot a smile into the air
It came to earth I know not where.
Perhaps on someone else's face
In a forgotten, quiet place.

rah.

RAH!

I'm feeling the rage.
I know why I hate teenagers now.
We have started to develop our own sense of justice.
Why should I do what he says?
Of course, some people get that earlier.
Those people are what we call a "problem child".
They're just an adult with a child's body.

Sometimes I want to talk.
At those times, you don't.
And at other times you want to talk.
And at those times, I can't talk.

I guess children are just REALLY expensive servants to most parents.

In the end, it'll all make sense.
It's just a bunch of love/hate right now.

I really want it.
But I don't see how it'll work.

DONE FOR NOW. (as I have "one more hour")

..god damn hormones.
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Never me.
Always them.

confessions.

Here are the confessions of a secure man.
So they won't be so bad.

1. I stay happy using optimism. Try it.
2. I don't think depression is worth it.
3. I take crap because I have none of my own.
4. My thoughts are deep, not sad.
5. Even though I'm content with life, I can't get over you.
6. Not you, her.
7. Never was you.
8. I hate teenagers. We all sound whiney. Doesn't seem like it because we know eachother.
9. I'm tired of hostility.
10. I kind of am the middle man.

Remember everyone, keep your head up.

"Fun is twice as fun with someone to share.
Things aren't half as bad with someone who cares."

END of this.
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Purple is my favourite colour.
It's the only colour with meaning nowadays.

haha.

ITS TIME TO COUNTERACT LASTS NIGHT LONG, SAD AND BORING BLOG!

WITH A SHORT, SWEET AND HAPPY ONE!

=]

HOWS THAT FOR HAPPY?
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You'd look good in rollerskates.

I'm kinda sleepy.

Hello its about 3 am. in the morning. am means morning
am = morning.

okay then.

I really haven't much to rave about. I just want to get out more
and share my greatness.

Times like this, stuck inside, on the computer make me reminisce.
of better times. dont get me wrong guys i love this.

but back then it was the simplicity that was so beautiful.
free of it.
absolutely.

Now everything has a deeper meaning. As you get older, suspicions rise,
feelings get stronger and pain becomes stronger too. One small thing,
may cause a crack that later SPLITS a relationship down the middle.

Not exactly down the middle.
Someone may take away a piece of the other one.
and i feel for that person, since were nearly one in the same.
Harbouring long-held feelings while the other fills the gap you made.

i might ramble about something else.

This really isn't healthy, I mean i FEEL fine on the outside.
but something isn't quite settled on the inside..
i dont know what..

so dont judge me for saying this but.
No-one understands me.
Not even I do. I guess its a part of life.
A bunch of chemical reactions.

Spilling my insides to a computer. Kinda helps. But I wish i could SHOUT
from atop my roof. would be better, and more fun.

Who knows whats wrong.

Could be to do with me.
Could be to do with you, her, him or even all of you.

I'm kinda sleepy. this is when i'm most depressing.
dont get me wrong im a happy person.

"Every day I wake up, climb ragged mountains, cross rushing rivers
and fight my enemies just for a chance to live another day........of pain."

DONE FOR NOW.
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Stop kidding yourself.

`o9

Let's make this year a year free of it.

RESOLUTIONS OF THE NEW YEAR:
1.WIN SCHOOL.
2.SAY YES TO MORE OPPORTUNITIES.
3.START SOMETHING NEW.

`o9.

Done for now kiddies.
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It's just a curious infatuation.
Maybe a little lost in translation.